Liminal Luminous

a wandering, wondering space of devotion, creativity and freedom.
Living well

(not) Living with the flow

I am beginning to wonder if I purposefully put myself at cross purposes to the flow of life. It does feel like I struggle and batter away at things an awful lot.  Nimue commented on this post, that maybe i am not a mystic, but a magician,as I am someone who does. Maybe this is […]


Amanda Palmer vs. Nick Cave

I’ve written before about Amanda Palmer and how she makes me so uncomfortable with her work, how vulnerable and open she is. How I subscribe to her Patreon and then have to stop again and it just gets to me time and again.  hAnd yet, I adore Nick Cave’s blog ‘The Red Hand Files’, where […]

Living well

In the tension

As I continue to battle the versions of myself, I come to a conclusion.  What if the answer is in living in the tension? That the answer is yes, and… not either or, or a straight no. But yes – and!  That the answer lies in being in the middle and giving light to all […]

Living well

On not knowing

I am someone who likes certainty and clear cut answers.  Programming appeals to me because it is quite binary (hah, that’s a geek joke), this works, or it doesn’t. I need to find why it doesn’t and what I can do to get it to work.  I am a binary thinking person. I like things […]



There is a part of me who wants to serve God at a deeper level, that I need to offer more to God, or at least open up to God more.  But I love playing the flute in my band, I want to play my violin more and spend more time taking photographs.  I like […]


Prayerful support of blogging

Thank you all for your words of encouragement on my last post of beginning again and again and again. For some reason I didn’t get notifications of your comments, so apologies for not replying to them all sooner. I forget that my little blog is part of a wider web of blogs, that there are […]