In the tension
As I continue to battle the versions of myself, I come to a conclusion.
What if the answer is in living in the tension?
That the answer is yes, and… not either or, or a straight no. But yes – and!
That the answer lies in being in the middle and giving light to all sides of myself.
Being a programmer who prays and spend their evenings making music, writing and doing photography. Working in the city and then heading to the sea at the weekend and holidays.
It is spending an hour or two coding and then going for a prayer walk.
Playing music after being in the office
Simple really, isn’t it. Maybe the challenge for me is in accepting all these parts of myself and allowing them all to be.